Times are tough, Temptations are all around, but pray for Jesus to lead the way

**Ladies I wrote this in Febuary 2010, this was the one year anniversary of something that happened to me, that took something from me, that has taken a very long time for me to get back, some of you can relate. Did you know every 5 minutes a woman is raped or assaulted in the US? Pray, stay with him, stay close to his words and his people, and worship him for he is the only one who can help us through anything we suffer from, fight with and soo much more!! It is my prayer that if this happened to you, you turn to him!!! NOT earthly temporary fixes**

Everydays a new day
But the task is to find the way
I love the lord with all my heart
But I feel as if I'm being torn apart
I love him deeply, I want to stand strong
But yet I fall to be left alone and wrong
I bleed, I sweat, I give and please others
But when you ask for something, I dont even bother
Im tired, burned, bruised & deeply sorry
I know I have a purpose,
I also know I make you worry
My heart hurts, it throbbs
A life given to me, an undeserving plea

I beg for forgiveness, and say it wont ever happen twice
& for awhile im nice
Happy and motivated in this life
Then it hits, the strife
The sadness seeps, deep within me

From your love
Thats simply above
A love I covet
Like a drunk to his beer
Hold me O Lord I need you now
In this I say to you as I "Bow"


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[Let your] love be sincere (a real thing); hate what is evil [loathe all ungodliness, turn in horror from wickedness], but hold fast to that which is good. Romans 12: 9

(Seek happiness Ladies. there is only one way to TRUE Eternal Happiness)

Human Love VS Eternal Love

**Ladies, there are temptations out there, whether you are single and want a relationship so bad that you tend to go about it all the wrong way, knowing that it doesnt lead to anything but a temporary fix. Or you are married and are goign through a rough patch and are lusting after another man? Either way, there is only one eternal fix to your problems and that is seeking God with your whole heart, every fiber of your being**

Human Love V.S. Eternal Love

Leaning into his arms a kiss so deep,
I wanted to keep
The longing in his eyes at night,
But they wouldn't stop the cries
I loved him, and yet something was missing
A familiar love, that was simply a dove
A cherished delight,
Never to be forgotten, yet it was

Although human love,
Is sometimes unfortunately placed above
Eternal Love is best,
And only God offers this Nest

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~Whereas the object and purpose of our instruction and charge is love, which springs from a pure heart and a good (clear) conscience and sincere (unfeigned) faith.~
1 Timothy 1: 5

~And walk in love, [esteeming and delighting in one another] as Christ loved us and gave Himself up for us, a slain offering and sacrifice to God [for you, so that it became] a sweet fragrance.~    Ephesians 5: 2

Never forget your love, for the treasure we seek above

(Ladies, these two ladies are best "Battle Buddies")

Friendship with God!

A prize never again will I deny

Lord God you bring tears to my eyes

Everyday a new miracle,

Everyday a new song to sing

Lord only knows where this life will lead

But I hold on with all my might, Sincerily tight!

For you lord God are a once and a lifetime sight

**Ladies the friendship that you create with God will be one that you take with you always, wherever you go, it will be stronger than any human relationship you have here on earth, (although those "Battle Buddies") are O so important, Pray with them, laugh, share, hug. Gods Got his hands on you, never give up hope!!!**

Tough Roads, unbreakable codes.. Thats life, but no strife, in site, with christ!

Lord we sing your praises,
While dealing with the worlds crazes

We clap and pray and kneel down
Bowing to our God who has the Beautiful Crown

Jesus you are our Savior,
A simple Mother Theresa

Proclaiming as second nature you and your love
While dealing with a deeper feeling in our minds
Even though your love is the best of all kinds

We feel hopeless at times
Sometimes not at our Primes
It is at this time we pray
With much emotion we cry
But proclaiming your word brings light

Like flying a kite after many storms
Atttempting to step outside the norms
Even falling at times

But, you are the blanket
When we feel naked
When the world has stripped us,
Your love has kept us

We love you dear Lord
We would never live life a different way
Keeping us at bay,
You show us the eternal way
We cling to you, begging you please

The world is doomed,
But we are not of this world
We are kept in the Lords cacoon
When the road gets tough, we must look up
& seek the most high
Because he is Glorified.

** Ladies We struggle, who said being a christian was easy? We live a life full of craziness, but we must stick to his word and trust that he will see us through no matter what**

(Ladies, this is my family, particularly my sister home from

her Iraq deployment)

Past

"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"
*1 John 1:9*

PAST:

Even though I come with a past
You still invite me to be a part of the cast
Looking past my faults, expecting little, just me
I come and bend down on my knee
I love you lord with all my heart
I follow you to the end of the world, never to be torn apart
There are hills bumps and bruises along the way
But i pray, worship and stand still trying never to stray
I write down my thoughts of the day,
repenting and playing my part
Doing my best never to depart
The pastor Preaches, words from the book of truth
Clenching the seat, begging for more,
I find my proof!

(Ladies, we have so much weight to bear sometimes dont do it alone, God's

Got the WHOLE world in his hands!!! Dont forget the little things that helped you understand the Love of God when you were just a small tyke!)

Battle Cry

** Ladies we sin daily, repent. God is near and listening. Dont you know that he died on the cross for you??? He forgives, repent. Pray daily. All the whip marks are a testament to his love for us, He casts our sin as far as the east is from the west, Stay in prayer**

BATTLE CRY:
I kneel to my knees, boldly begging you please
To forgive me for my sins, transgressions and deed
I ask you to protect everything that I do,
Place your hand on my heart
Allow everything I see, hear, & say be a blessing to you.
I pray for everyone in my life to see little strife...
Your word to cut like a two edge knife
I praise you, and cry for more
You smile, welcome me in and open the door


"Every word of God is flawless, he is a shield to those who take refuge in him" Proverbs 30:5

I knew you would Come

**Ladies, I was told when I was 17 that I had ovarian failure and would never be able to have kids. I love kids wholeheartedly and know that when the time is right God will bring me a caring devoted husband and a child will come, this was written for that future child**

~I knew you would come~

Beautiful child

We knew you would come
Although the time was not clear

In God's word it says children are the light
So we knew you would come
You are the miracle to which i look to and know God is real
I was told no, but he said yes

You are my happiness

Your dad and I prayed daily, unified in one body for your arrival

We held hands, hoped and wondered for your Survival

Because you see my child, I am special inside, unlike other moms

Not your average Tom

But we trusted in our creator, savior and powerful father

Now we look deep into your eyes, excstatic to hold you

Forever our boo, made from two and loved, cherished and held true

God tells us to pray, and want what he wants through us!

We had to trust, we would not combust, but pray and trust
Because my child, in your eyes, i see life, I see our God

That's how I knew you would come.

** There are many ladies out there who for various reasons are told medically they cannot have kids, Stay deep in focused prayer ladies, His love shines through always and he always comes through**

(Ladies, this is my Godson!!)